Wednesday,August 21,2002

Just went to the store, hunter was good, u gotta love it when your child wants granola instead of candy. awe, i love him. tomorrow he goes for his physical for daycare. they are gonna pressure me to vax again, i know it. i just don't wanna do it.
posted at 03:38:00 PM by Jen

why am i mad, cuz tiffany just made another generic layout from envy.nu and says it's her page, no thankfullness forj her hell o kjitty layout or anything. messed up, oh well i'llget over it. girltime was dead, so i'monline at cam contact now, it's okay, some payers, no beggars, luv ya.
posted at 04:08:57 AM by Jen

Tuesday,August 20,2002

well i guess my work,didn't work, i didn't figure out how to configure this journal to ftp to two different sites. it's ok, i will someday, because the other layout is totally neat. it's called ambition.

Hunter was good today. luv him. we went and got a donut a little while ago, just for a treat. I applied for "mother matrix web ring,and got a turn down letter because i supposidly have pornography on my site, duh,,,,,, i have no porn, ( that's my adult hosted site, hehe, ) i wrote a nasty letter back, bout how we are all moms and in this day and age all moms need to support each other,whether we are a doctor or camwhore. we are all moms right? i mean the majority of my journal is about being a mom, bitch anyways. i wouldn't be a part of their group if someone paid me, i mean it must be one of those clique things where u gotta wear long sleeve button down shirts and have ugly hair .

UPDATE;at this moment hunter runs into my room, sorta crying saying something bout poop. well , he pooped and it was all down his legs on his jammys and everything, well i cleaned it. dang, i clean it up in nursing school, clean it up at home, i 'm like a pro poop cleaner upper. geeze

so anyways, yeah, i am a different kind of mommy, i let my son eat a donut before bedtime, i take him with me when i get my nipples pierced and yeah, we write weird stuff on the sidewalk hoping people will see, he doesn't understand why i want bush out of office, but someday he will.

ok, and then i go to pee, and i have a tiny bit of tp left, dang it, why am i such a dork that i forgot to buy it when i was at family dollar yesterday......

see when u r a mom, u don't have a great big complex about defecation or urination. it's a normal part of life,

so even though i homebirth, breastfeed with my damn nipple rings and choose not to vax or circ my son, i'm still not cool enough for that little webring shit. weeeeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll........... it's ok, cuz i'm cool enough for my son,a nd that's what matters. i can't wait to tell him all the crazy adversities i faced being a wild and crazy mom, someday.

we'll sit and laugh our asses off together. ( just like mom and I do today) p.s. i love you mom, thanks for raising me like u did, knowing to make choices, which are important and which are not. love u girl

oh, and to the rest, love you too. u just haven't taught me anything. lol

test, test, test, test
posted at 05:03:45 PM by Jen

Hello, this is a test to see if i have configured two different sites with the same journal. will write more later.
posted at 04:49:51 PM by Jen

so tiffany keeps emailing me with her new web addy. that's cool.............. i feel the need to post again, cuz my pic took up about half of my page , i should have cropped it first.

i will be going to the doc tomorrow to see bout my teeth, i need like 4 wisdom teeth pulled, ugggggggggg, tomorrow is just an eval, and i'm getting my vicodin renewed also. but in the meantime, my mouth hurts, so i just deal with it and i even told my doc that i self medicate, yep a nursing student self medicating,

speaking of that, i will have the nurse page finished on wednesday hopefully, tons of links to add, and lots of cute nursing graphics. so see for yourself then

I guess i'm a little bit hurt. ever since i made tiff her webpage, she has been wanting to learn html, which is cool and all, but it took me a while, and i'm still learning...... anyways i collect hellokitty, i mean right down to the zippo lighter, and all, well i go to my moms and tiff is sooooooo happy to have her hello kitty desktop, well i have the desktop, layout, cursor and all, but i didn't say anything, so i thought it would be cool to make the site for her, even though she just wanted what i had, but isn't that just like sisters. but now she goes and builds her own site off a envy.nu template page, so what can i say, if she likes that better than a cuatom layout, whatever......... iguess i'm just hurt

hey anyone know how many calories in a mango, cuz i'm addicted to them!! ok, and this is my newest tattoo!!

now , i'm live at girltime, buzzcams and some fkr wants to icq me wanting nudes for free, ok, sure, whatever......... what was he thinking????????????????????

Monday,August 19,2002

ok, so i messed up i think, my links didn't upload last time.

I tried it a few more times, still didn't preview in the load, so i don't know how to make hyperlinks in this program, i will find out. k?.

well Hunter should be in bed by now, but i just finished making him some oatmeal with bananas, i don't believe in that sugary crap, so i usually sweeten stuff with fruit, preferablly mango, or bananas. although i have been known to also use tons of berries to sweeten oatmeal. since he's vegetarian, oats and such are important to his diet. (duh).

once again, i'm completely excited, i even emailed the owner/creator/designer of this blogging program to tell him how excited i am, i'm just a girl, but hey, his shit rocks, so he needs to know about it!! and ya know what, he even had a minute to email me back. awwwwwwe!!!! i felt so honored.

As you can probably tell i'm online at girltime right now, and men are begging, so i just don't talk til i get a pay customer. whatever. i don't like beggars, now a paying customer, i can handle, so i'll write in my new journal til i get one. they can just sit and watch this hot little bytch type. My replay is running at IFriends, i need to change it soon, i'm getting sick of it, and so are customers probably. so i'll do that when hunter is asleep.

Tiffany put her new site up, AFTER, i built her a site with a hello kitty layout. brat! but her new site is for her and jimmy, so i guess she'll keep the one i built for herself, cuz she has it linked on her new site.

Hunter was actually good today. we went to grocery store, family dollar and cheap smokes, we only had a problem in cheap smokes in which i tried to bribe him with a sucker and he still was bad!! but both of the other places, he was a dandy little two year old. you can check out his site at he's my little baby!!!! awe, love him, especially since he was good for his mama today.

other than that, i hate to dis people, i mean if u know me, u know i don't talk bad about anyone, but come on, greymatter was a bytch, install, reinstall, reinstall, messed up, kinda stuff. meanwhile this was a breeze, it totally needs more publicity. oooooooohhhhhhhhhh ok, i guess i got the down low underground real deal shit here, sssshhhhhh. so i better keep quiet, ok, well i may tell tiffany bout it.... and i also put the link to this site on my "ring" page and i also joined the group that uses "blog" that button is also on my "ring" page, so feel free to check em out.

luv ya, hunter luv's ya too!!!oh, while i'm at it, i might as well plug my old site at geocities. ( damn, i hate free hosts, but i'm sooooooo broke, lol) so check this one out if you wanna c a bad azz pop up pink layout!!!!

Also, i wanted to tell ya that all the quizes i've taken will not be published in this blog, i think it gets too messy, so they are on the seperate page called "quizes" so click on that so see some tight quizes i've taken!!!

posted at 07:52:35 PM by Jen

hi, yeah, i can't believe this works. incredible. totally incredible, i hate the ads on this page, th ey make everything look crazy, especially my first post. i did a hello kitty site for my sister and the ads mess her page up too. so take a look at her site. luv ya'll jen
posted at 06:43:54 PM by Jen

hi, this is jen, and i just installed this blog 6/1 software in hopes that it will work well with envy.nu as a journal. grey matter gives me headaches, but this was rather simple to set up, if it works. it uses its own ftp server and all. so hopefully, if it works i'll t ype more later. here's hoping!!!

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